Makes me smile

I see your eyes form into circles
Bright, shiny eyes
When you look at me

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

You looking at me as I walk in
You make me weak
But I keep my composure till I reach my seat

Im seated by your side
And we look into eachother’s eyes
We need not speak a word
It’s the love we feel

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

I’m taking wine
You’re taking scotch
We’re poles apart
But we don’t care

We know that we are free
But we’re tied
By this bond of love

It’s not what we do
But it’s what we feel
For eachother…that matters

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

Oh darling…that spark in your eyes
Make me want to hide
My face in your arms
And then look up at you
then you look at me
and then you smile
Gosh!That makes me smile!

A letter to my beloved

Dear love, you're not a miracle,
I know you're only flesh and bones,
But I take what I deserve,
Cuz I am only flesh and bones.

He who has partaken love
is homologous to his love

You, love, are my angel, my lord,
my heart tells me
,but I am no less,
I shall not be.

The more I have, the more I crave,
You're moulding me into something new,
I'm turning insatiable,
I'm turning blue.

Love is simple,
Love is absurd,
Or culd I say
it's simply absurd?

Love can heal every soul
love can kill without a sword
you mourn when it blossoms
when it dies, you mourn...

Your love is my bread,
each morsel, a bliss..
but with every morsel
comes a dart, festered in my heart.

That life's not a bed of roses,
I do understand.
It's a hint of petals in a pool of thorns,
a desert of scorching hot sand.

But if only...you could ask
than expect alone.
If only...you could share
that sad song.

If only...I could be
the one to soothe your wound,
If only...you knew
you're not alone...

This is NOT the best poem in the world, but...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
emotions are not!

A painting may not be enough,
neither a song, nor a poem...
So this is NOT the best poem
written on earth...
but a desperate attempt
to reveal the universe within me...

Right now, when I think of you,
I smile, I wanna cry, I wanna dance with joy,
I wanna touch your face,
I wanna get lost in your eyes, and happen to recite
clumsy lines...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
thoughts are not!

I want our auras to blend
as romantic vibes dance around, engulf us,
I wanna feel the divine in you,
I wanna swim in your ocean,
and to offer you the same...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
my love is not!

And no! I don't wanna stop here,
'Cuz I could go on forever
and never fear endless failed attempts,
'cuz that itself is hint enough,
for you know, my love is more than real!

...sometime in 2009

She's way too good for you,
You're way too good for her...
But she can be with you,
and you can be her's...

Step down to the other sideof the stage...
Maybe it's the only wayto clear the haze...
Think harder, and then leave it,
maybe things'll fall in place...

She's an illusion,
but real she is...
Answers to questions unanswered,
they kill your bliss...

But don't you see?
she's trying to resurrect the beast
only to put it back to sleep...
and when it rests,
there, ceases your test!

What does it take to be yours? (composed on- 12/30/08)

I feel like a childon a cold, rainy night...
trembling in the cornerof an empty street.
I'm longing for your blanket of love...
to embrace,to rescue me.

I feel like I don't have you,
even when I do.
Tell me love,am I losing you?

What does it take to be yours?
Teach me how to reach your heart.
Guide me how to love you better...
Show me your love.

I'm drowning, you see..
I'm drowning in pain..
Please save me with your love...
for I feel disdained.

Does my mind seem tainted
when I talk of lust?
When I fantacize, is it wrong?
Am I wrong, my love?

My love is chaste...
profound...eternal
It knows no boundaries...
it's innocent...unconditional

But I wish to give you more,
for our love to grow...
I wish to let you know,
no one can love you more.

Tell me, what does it take to be yours?
Teach me how to reach your heart.
Guide me how to love you better,
how to win your love...

An unexpected encounter..
left me baffled..
a connection unparalleled..
left me jumbled..

You made me smile..
THAT made me cry..
With open eyes, I saw u in my mind..
With closed, in my arms..

And then I wondered..
wondered if you are..

Would paths continue as they are?
Will things change between us?
I failed to comprehend...
But I failed to fail with hope..

Occassional drops of lust I saw..
So pure,they made me thirsty..
thirsty for more,but may be..
may be that was all we were to see.

And I still wondered..
wondered if you are..

My reflection...berserk
at times I'd see..
Would this slip?
A fear crept within me..

A mad rush inside..
when I'd hear your voice..
It left me wanting..
You left me with no choice..

And I still wondered..
wondered if you are..

Time tells me we've come..
a long long way now..
And you've got me used to
living in your shadow..

With you,my love I now see
shades other than grey.
Your love elevates me..
I am better everyday..

I wonder no more...
I believe you are..

Everyday is new..
better, as we grow..
As I take on new challenges,
U make it a steady flow..

U say I'm perfect..so, I may be..
But it's all for you..You're the reason i see
beauty in life..hence, I grow..
and grow, I shall..
With you,my love..

And I don't just believe..
I know you are..

My love...
My life...
My eternal sunshine...

Lake of loss

Rusted, my corpse lays here,
No soul is witness to my quandary...
Wasting my lungs mourning,
I can only see a deaf reaper's distorted face...
on the other side of hidrosis
as I see him slake his thirst...

Mourning I lay helpless here,
as I wish to cease my remorse...
I kill my thoughts against my will..
as no one will rescue me from this lake of loss.
Brooding over my plight,
I recall my early days

I hail from a better land...
I see my abhorrance for such an end
I crave to be exempted
But the duce's hunger,only I can meet

The fraudulence of my destiny
pierces through my soul
Forging my spirit..
propulses my corpse behind
Crushing my faith beneath my feet
I return to my dismay.

Black waters

Invoking pain, as you mourn,
the reaper sings you one last song,
as his voice fades away,you'll slowly transcend
to a world of vengeance,a world you deserve.

Your incantations impress you alone,
unjust it may seem, but hapless you were born..
all ears evade your lament,
escapism's chimerical....come what may, you'll face a descent.

Forging armies of death come to call you,
You choose a path but all in vain,
They shall have you either way, up here,
Or you meet under the black waters.

In your world, my child you see,
'safe' is satire...grins Destiny.
He who comes to your rescue,
sees his fate without a premonition.

As you lay, your corpse shall soon be mine,
As for your soul, it's torment shall be clandestine
We will have you either way, see you up here
Or we someday meet under the black waters.