You dont understand

Your every broken piece
she'd mend
to ameliorate your world,
every rule she'd bend

yet, disillusioned
you choose to stand
the depth of her love
you don't understand

Odd, it is
how it irks you
to learn about
how she fails to know you

and yet wen the tables turn
one fails to understand
how...disillusioned
you choose to stand

Your every broken piece
she'd mend
to ameliorate your world,
every rule she'd bend

yet, disillusioned
you choose to stand
the depth of her love
you don't understand

I wish...

Just when one thinks life is smooth
the world comes crumbling down

Life's indeed a bed of roses
less petals,
more thorn

But with you,
life is better..
only not what u promised..

It's a sweet symphony
and occasional shots
wounding my heart...
It's the fashion of your thoughts..
that sometimes makes my world dark

Oh can't you see
now you're slowly killing me
I wish you could think
differently...
a little more like me

All that glitters is not really gold
I need you to know
I need you to see
that life's not either all fluffy
or all misery

But I wish you could see
now you're slowly killing me
I wish you could see
differently...
a little more like me

And now I have nothing more
to express, except if
you could learn what I mean
when I say...

I hope that you see
now you're slowly killing me
I wish you could feel
differently...
a little more like me.....

It's vigour that I see in your veins
When you're with me.
You should learn I feel the same
rush in me

But a fear creeps within me...
rooting itself in, so deep

It's the extravagance
I've never seen!
Love...so much more
than one could believe

But a fear creeps within me
uprooting my nerves

You say, 'to give', is what you want-
the love, the joy, the peace
And all that magic,
I DO feel...

But if only you could see
that fear still lurks...somewhere deep inside me...

Believe

Why are we scared?
Why do we care?
If love is chaste
why do we fear?

If I'm with you
and you're with me
we've got all we need
not to survive
but to believe
we'll do what we need
to survive

So shed all your fears
close your eyes
and melt into me
tonight

Believe
it'll be alright
believe..

So shed all your fears
close your eyes
and melt into me
tonight

Tomorrow's the same
only poets say it'll be better
But you would have become wiser
So tomorrow will be easier

And when I'm with you
and you're with me
When the trust's so deep
and perfectly complete

If I'm with you
and you're with me
we've got all we need
not to survive
but to believe
we'll do what we need
to survive

So shed all your fears
close your eyes
and melt into me
tonight

Believe
it'll be alright
believe..

À toi, mon amour!

Je n'ai jamais suffisament dis, je t'aime
Oui, je t’aime!
L’amour est plus doux
Et la vie, c’est paradis
avec toi

Je vois l’amour dans tes yeux
Et ça me fait pleurer
On est si intime..est-ce que
ce sont des hallucinations?
Est-ce vrai? Tu m’aime, comme je t’aime?

Tu es un prodige,
Tu es ma chérie
Tu es l’eclat de mes yeux
Tu sais?

Je n'ai jamais suffisament dis, je t'aime
Oui, je t’aime!
L’amour est plus doux
Et la vie, c’est paradis
avec toi

Ma vie est miserable sans toi
Sans toi, je ferrai quoi..
Ja ne sais pas…

Donc, restes!
Restes, toujours..
Donc restes
Restes avec moi!

Je n'ai jamais suffisament dis, je t'aime
Oui, je t’aime!
L’amour est plus doux
Et la vie, c’est paradis
avec toi

Why?

When you look at me like that,
you make me bloom...

When you touch me like that,
you make me swoon...

Why do you care?
Why do you smile?
Why do you crawl into my arms?

Why do you call?
Why do we kiss?
Why do you lure my heart?

Why did you come?
Why did you go?
Why did you cry?
Then why did you smile...
when I said I love you?

Why do we love?
Why do we hate?
Why do we bleed?
Why do we seek
eachother?

Why do we come?
Why do we go?
Why can't we stay...
here...forever?

Stay!

Stay! Saviour, stay!
She may fade away

Her heart, you may..
but her soul?
Dont tear it away

You shall learn
the turmoil she faces
should you mesh into her pain

Dont let her see
you turn away.Saviour, stay!

You're her God
To prove her diligence,
she fails..

But does that say
she'll leave your heart astray??

You! Yes, you, her saviour!
She loves you...
So stay!

She's numb

She's cried a lot..
she cared,
she bled

She grew..
more immune
to her pain

But now
she sees not
she feels not
she's numb...dead

Once she felt
the joy
the love

the fun
the pain
it brought along

she knows
it's there
it exists

But now
she sees not
she feels not
she's numb...dead

Will this state end?
Will love return?
the joy,the pain,the fun..?

She sees not
she feels not
she's numb...dead

Cherry & wine

Chilly winter nights...
me in your arms
feasting on you,
and cherry & wine...

I look at us
in the mirror,
we're great together
like cherry & wine...

Come on closer
let me feel your breath
on my skin..
Let's make love
as the seasons pass by...

Summer morning..
so bright!
sun's shining in my eyes
darling...the blinds!
N come back to bed

Ainnit beautiful?
...this moment.
I could live in
this moment...forever!

This love...
it tickles my taste buds
like you do,
and like cherry & wine...

Dont look at me
like you do
You make my heart ache,
have me possessed by you..

Dont leave trails,
they lure me towards you.


Play games like that
and act a fool,
and then make merry,
for I am trapped by you.

Dont you think I know not
what you do!
Impish lover...
I know you!

But I adore
what you do...
Impish lover...
I love you!

:)

The Love=Insomnia theorem :/

You + your attitude = Your world
Your world + stranger = Intrusion
Stranger + connection = Friendship
Friendship + attraction = Crush

You = my crush.....eq1
Me = your crush.....eq2
Discussion + confession = *blush*.....eq3

Eq1 + eq2 + eq3 = Date

Crush + care + lust + respect =/< Love Nostalgia/Love = Nostalgia/Insomnia.....(a) Also, Love = { Fun [good times] + No fun [bad times]} Good times = attitude Bad times = attitude :. Love = 2.attitude i.e. ur attitude + my attitude (-) + (+) = (-)...if (-) > (+)
:. 1 bad attutude = -Love

Now, Love = +/- Love

-Love = Insomnia.....(b)

From (a) & (b),

Love = Insomnia

Love rollercoaster

You're the one to blame,
for having spawned this..
this exuberance,in my eyes,
in my head.

Oh it's a crazy,freak-show,
that exudes passion,and
your name's etched into my heart.
It's a love rollercoaster in my head.

It's a love-loaded monster-truck,
that's squished my nomadic heart.
It's a bow & arrow game,and I'm
bruised with this dart.

Your the magnet,you know?
And I'm the metal that's lured by you.
Your name's now etched into my heart.
It's a love rollercoaster in my head.

Your love blankets my soul,
it causes flashy eruptions in my head..
and spurts sparkle in my heart.
Oh,it's a love rollercoaster in my head

I'm spinnin..cuz it's a love rollercoaster in my head.
I'm spinnin..spinnin..spinnin..
Rollercoaster in my head..love rollercoaster..
in my head.
I'm high on love!

Je suis comme je suis

Quelque fois, je me regarde dans la glace,
et je ris...et je souris,
et je me demande..."pourquoi..."
pourquoi est-ce que je suis comme je suis?

Quelque fois, je dis des choses...
que je n'aurai jamais dit
et ca me blesse..
mais ca me fait {rend}heureuse.

Quelque fois, je suis irritante...
quelque fois, je suis divertissante...
quelque fois, je suis la meilleure,
et quelque fois...rien!

Quelque fois, je suis une femme mur,
et puis, je suis si enfantine
quelque fois, j'ai des emotions contrastives...
pourquoi est-ce que je suis comme je suis?

Quelque fois, je suis en amour,
quelque fois, je deteste tout...
quelque fois, j'essaie de me changer,
Cepandant...Je suis comme je suis!

Makes me smile

I see your eyes form into circles
Bright, shiny eyes
When you look at me

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

You looking at me as I walk in
You make me weak
But I keep my composure till I reach my seat

Im seated by your side
And we look into eachother’s eyes
We need not speak a word
It’s the love we feel

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

I’m taking wine
You’re taking scotch
We’re poles apart
But we don’t care

We know that we are free
But we’re tied
By this bond of love

It’s not what we do
But it’s what we feel
For eachother…that matters

Oh darling…it makes me smile
When I look at you
When you smile at me

Oh darling…that spark in your eyes
Make me want to hide
My face in your arms
And then look up at you
then you look at me
and then you smile
Gosh!That makes me smile!

A letter to my beloved

Dear love, you're not a miracle,
I know you're only flesh and bones,
But I take what I deserve,
Cuz I am only flesh and bones.

He who has partaken love
is homologous to his love

You, love, are my angel, my lord,
my heart tells me
,but I am no less,
I shall not be.

The more I have, the more I crave,
You're moulding me into something new,
I'm turning insatiable,
I'm turning blue.

Love is simple,
Love is absurd,
Or culd I say
it's simply absurd?

Love can heal every soul
love can kill without a sword
you mourn when it blossoms
when it dies, you mourn...

Your love is my bread,
each morsel, a bliss..
but with every morsel
comes a dart, festered in my heart.

That life's not a bed of roses,
I do understand.
It's a hint of petals in a pool of thorns,
a desert of scorching hot sand.

But if only...you could ask
than expect alone.
If only...you could share
that sad song.

If only...I could be
the one to soothe your wound,
If only...you knew
you're not alone...

This is NOT the best poem in the world, but...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
emotions are not!

A painting may not be enough,
neither a song, nor a poem...
So this is NOT the best poem
written on earth...
but a desperate attempt
to reveal the universe within me...

Right now, when I think of you,
I smile, I wanna cry, I wanna dance with joy,
I wanna touch your face,
I wanna get lost in your eyes, and happen to recite
clumsy lines...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
thoughts are not!

I want our auras to blend
as romantic vibes dance around, engulf us,
I wanna feel the divine in you,
I wanna swim in your ocean,
and to offer you the same...

It's hard to define in words,
how I feel, as language is limited,
my love is not!

And no! I don't wanna stop here,
'Cuz I could go on forever
and never fear endless failed attempts,
'cuz that itself is hint enough,
for you know, my love is more than real!

...sometime in 2009

She's way too good for you,
You're way too good for her...
But she can be with you,
and you can be her's...

Step down to the other sideof the stage...
Maybe it's the only wayto clear the haze...
Think harder, and then leave it,
maybe things'll fall in place...

She's an illusion,
but real she is...
Answers to questions unanswered,
they kill your bliss...

But don't you see?
she's trying to resurrect the beast
only to put it back to sleep...
and when it rests,
there, ceases your test!

What does it take to be yours? (composed on- 12/30/08)

I feel like a childon a cold, rainy night...
trembling in the cornerof an empty street.
I'm longing for your blanket of love...
to embrace,to rescue me.

I feel like I don't have you,
even when I do.
Tell me love,am I losing you?

What does it take to be yours?
Teach me how to reach your heart.
Guide me how to love you better...
Show me your love.

I'm drowning, you see..
I'm drowning in pain..
Please save me with your love...
for I feel disdained.

Does my mind seem tainted
when I talk of lust?
When I fantacize, is it wrong?
Am I wrong, my love?

My love is chaste...
profound...eternal
It knows no boundaries...
it's innocent...unconditional

But I wish to give you more,
for our love to grow...
I wish to let you know,
no one can love you more.

Tell me, what does it take to be yours?
Teach me how to reach your heart.
Guide me how to love you better,
how to win your love...

An unexpected encounter..
left me baffled..
a connection unparalleled..
left me jumbled..

You made me smile..
THAT made me cry..
With open eyes, I saw u in my mind..
With closed, in my arms..

And then I wondered..
wondered if you are..

Would paths continue as they are?
Will things change between us?
I failed to comprehend...
But I failed to fail with hope..

Occassional drops of lust I saw..
So pure,they made me thirsty..
thirsty for more,but may be..
may be that was all we were to see.

And I still wondered..
wondered if you are..

My reflection...berserk
at times I'd see..
Would this slip?
A fear crept within me..

A mad rush inside..
when I'd hear your voice..
It left me wanting..
You left me with no choice..

And I still wondered..
wondered if you are..

Time tells me we've come..
a long long way now..
And you've got me used to
living in your shadow..

With you,my love I now see
shades other than grey.
Your love elevates me..
I am better everyday..

I wonder no more...
I believe you are..

Everyday is new..
better, as we grow..
As I take on new challenges,
U make it a steady flow..

U say I'm perfect..so, I may be..
But it's all for you..You're the reason i see
beauty in life..hence, I grow..
and grow, I shall..
With you,my love..

And I don't just believe..
I know you are..

My love...
My life...
My eternal sunshine...

Lake of loss

Rusted, my corpse lays here,
No soul is witness to my quandary...
Wasting my lungs mourning,
I can only see a deaf reaper's distorted face...
on the other side of hidrosis
as I see him slake his thirst...

Mourning I lay helpless here,
as I wish to cease my remorse...
I kill my thoughts against my will..
as no one will rescue me from this lake of loss.
Brooding over my plight,
I recall my early days

I hail from a better land...
I see my abhorrance for such an end
I crave to be exempted
But the duce's hunger,only I can meet

The fraudulence of my destiny
pierces through my soul
Forging my spirit..
propulses my corpse behind
Crushing my faith beneath my feet
I return to my dismay.

Black waters

Invoking pain, as you mourn,
the reaper sings you one last song,
as his voice fades away,you'll slowly transcend
to a world of vengeance,a world you deserve.

Your incantations impress you alone,
unjust it may seem, but hapless you were born..
all ears evade your lament,
escapism's chimerical....come what may, you'll face a descent.

Forging armies of death come to call you,
You choose a path but all in vain,
They shall have you either way, up here,
Or you meet under the black waters.

In your world, my child you see,
'safe' is satire...grins Destiny.
He who comes to your rescue,
sees his fate without a premonition.

As you lay, your corpse shall soon be mine,
As for your soul, it's torment shall be clandestine
We will have you either way, see you up here
Or we someday meet under the black waters.